But there
                    never
                               seems

                         to     be   enough   time

                         To   do    the things you
                                w      a    n       t   
                         to        do,      once you
                         find                        them.

I’ve looked around
enough   to   know

                         That you’re the one
                         I      want      to    go
                                        through time with

posted 1 hour ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 22 notes   

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On or off anon, tell my character something they do not want to hear and watch them react.

grumblygardens:

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Points if you make it ultra relevant to my character, you special stalkers, you!

posted 1 hour ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 8,960 notes   

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 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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As his hands gripped her wrists, her eyes flicked up to find his. A sparkling gold replaced the shattered honey, the gold melting back to hollow whiskey. She snatched her hands back and frowned deeply, tears still sliding down her cheeks. “Don’t t-touch m-me..” she sobbed, cradling her arms to her chest. “y-you said you would protect m-me… y-you said.. I thought you l-loved me..” she whimpered, her voice breaking off. “No..you didn’t… you d-don’t.” she shook her head fervently, tears flowing in rivers.

"I’m so tired of being broken.. how many times does this have to happen-" she broke off and looked to the ceiling like it would answer. "I get okay! I get that I don’t matter! I get that I don’t deserve to exist!" she shouted through her tears, sniffling as she looked down at her hands. "No more… no.. I’m so tired.. you can’t stop me.. I’ll find a way.. so just tell me goodbye so I can go.. maybe a black hole’ll work.. maybe it won’t hurt too much." she cried out, sniffling as her hand moved back to the inside of her arm, digging her nails into it numbly and watching it heal dully. 

Watching her was heartbreak in and of itself. He’d never wanted this, he’d only ever wanted her, his Rose. But the Doctor never got what he wanted, much less deserved it. He didn’t fight her when she yanked away, just bowed his head, defeated. “Rose, I love you. Don’t you ever dare say I don’t… But I don’ know if I can keep doin’ this. Worrying about you, missing you. You’re gone for months at a time, an’ I don’t know if you’re safe or hurt or lost… But I don’t care about any of that, as long as you’re mine…” But that was just it, she wasn’t, and never could be. It was selfish of him to ask, yet he did it anyway.

"But even besides any of that, ‘I’ve done worse t’ you than I could’ve ever imagined if me leavin’ means you want t’ die,” he whispered, hardly able to speak the words. “My Rose is too brave and too strong for that. She’s loved so completely, lost more than anyone should, but she’s still good, she still goes on, doin’ wha’s right. I’ve never been good for you, but ‘f this is wha’ I’ve done t’ my Rose after all this time, y’ would have been better off at home with Mickey Smith.”

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itsjustabadwolf -

 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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She flinched away from him, cowering like he’d strike her. His touch felt like static against her, it was all just white noise now. The only thoughts that seemed to reach her were the ones about new ways to hurt herself. Her tears were flowing seamlessly now, she shook her head with a whimper. She didn’t even seem to take in his words anymore. She seemed numb, her eyes hollow and blank.

"I’ll find a way..I have to.. I can’t live like this anymore.. not without you.. I can’t…" she stated brokenly, shaking her head. She looked down at her arm, her hand moving to dig her nails into her skin. Her tears increased as the welts on her skin glowed a muted gold. "Stop healing me! I don’t wanna live anymore! Can’t you tell that!" she shouted at her arm, the mark now gone as the heels of her hands pressing to her temples. "I can’t live anymore…" she stated, shaking her head fiercely.

"Rose, stop this," he growled, grabbing her hands even as golden energy repaired the scratch marks. "Stop it. You’ve told me yourself tha’ we can’t, that the two of us will never be able to be together." The Doctor’s grip on her wrists was tight, maybe would have been too tight for a lesser person. As angry as he was, as betrayed as he felt, he didn’t want to see Rose hurt, much less by her own hands. Part of him still loved her, part of him wanted to wrap her up in his arms and cradle her until the tears stopped and the pain went away. But then, an image of a long, slender hand sprang into his mind, brushing away Rose’s tears; much different that his large, calloused one.

When he next spoke, the Doctor’s voice was gentle, but emotionless. “I told y’ wha’ I want, and it’s not goin’ t’ happen, Rose. This way, you’ll still have me, in the future, as many versions of me as y’ want. An’ I’ll jus’… I’ll travel with you like I was supposed to. No complications, no paradoxes.” He swallowed back angry tears that now threatened to fall, though angry at whom, he couldn’t say. “But you will live, Rassilon help me, you will.” 

posted 2 hours ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 16 notes   

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theoncomingsass - "I'm sorry, I won't do it again"

fixedpointcaptain -

Send “I’m sorry, I won’t do it again,” to see what my character would do if they were in an abusive relationship and was just hit by yours.

The Captain could feel the bruise forming on his cheek. Taking in a couple of deep breaths so he wouldn’t cry, he looked up at the Time Lord from his spot on the floor. “D-Doctor..” He looked like an inured puppy.

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The Flyboy smiled but the smile didn’t fully reach his eyes. “I- I love you too, Doctor.” He swallowed down the sob that wanted to escape him. Absently he rubbed at the bruise and flinched remembering it was there.

He backed up a couple of steps again before taking the long way around the console toward his room. He looked down as he walked. Jack loved the Doctor and always would. But for the moment he needed to sit in his own room.

Thoughts raced through his head, wondering if the other lost his temper because of something else or because of Jack. Shaking away the thoughts, he slipped into his room and curled up into a ball on his bed.

For his part, the Doctor watched Jack go through tear-blurred eyes. He stayed in the console room for some time, replaying what had happened, the look on Jack’s face, the way he’d shrank away from him… He’d never meant to hit him, never meant to get that angry. But the Doctor’s temper had already been at the boiling point when Jack had said something that just rubbed him the wrong way.

Still, there was absolutely no excuse for what he had done, and he hated himself for it. An hour or so later, the Doctor decided to wander the TARDIS, hoping to find something to keep him distracted. But all he managed to do was find himself outside Jack’s bedroom door repeatedly, pausing occasionally to listen for any sound. 

He never knocked, never made any noise that might alert the captain to his presence, but the Doctor worried. He’d had companions leave him for less, but Rassilon, what would he do if Jack decided enough was enough? Finding the thought unbearable, the Doctor decided to go bury himself in a mound of repairs, even if he had to cause the damage first…

posted 3 hours ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 10 notes   

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theoncomingsass - "Why should I stay?"

handsomecaptainofsass -

Send “Why should I stay?” and my character will try to convince yours not to leave them.

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"Doctor?" It took Jack nearly a minute to process what the Doctor had just said and what he could have meant by it. "I know you and I.. have had our ups and downs but they’re not all bad.. right?" Deep down he knew that the day would come but he wasn’t expecting the one he admired so much to want to leave on these terms.

"Think of all the fun times that we haven’t had yet." He put on a showy but broken cheerful face.

The Doctor watched Jack with cold blue eyes, trying not to be put off by the hurt in the captain’s expression. “‘F course it’s not all been bad. I jus’… I jus’ don’ think this is workin’.” If he were to be perfectly honest, it wasn’t Jack’s fault. It was his, stupid, selfish Time Lord. He’d allowed himself to get attached to another stupid ape. But this one was somehow different, even if he refused to admit it to himself.

Jack’s smile didn’t convince him, though it did give him reason to pause. “Jack… if I stay, I- I need t’ know where we stand.” 

posted 3 hours ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 5 notes   

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itsjustabadwolf -

 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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itsjustabadwolf:

Rose opened her mouth, but no words came. This couldn’t be happening. This was some hellish nightmare she had to wake up from. But as fresh tears rolled down her cheeks, she knew it wasn’t. Her legs trembled and collapsed, her form falling to the grating. Not that she really had a mind to care. “I can’t.. y-you.. please don’t leave me..” it was more a broken sob than words. And she realized even if he did there was nothing she could do. She can’t die. There was no end to the torment, she’d just keep coming back.

The thought made her shaking worse, he’d change. He’d become another him, she can’t. This was something that she’d have to live with forever. And that’s when Rose Tyler gave up. The running, the fighting, the endless dying that really never would cease. “And there’s nothing I-I can do.. oh god, and it’s not like you’ll have to live with it forever.. you’ll just become ‘im. And I’ll have to l-live with it… And I j-just can’t…” she trembled, curling in on herself. Her hands balled into fists and pressed into her temples, her face contorting in pain. “It’ll never end.. I can’t die.. No matter how many times I kill myself it won’t end..” she sobbed, her eyes squeezing shut as his words echoed in her head.  Maybe you’ll find something to make you happy.

The Doctor watched as Rose’s legs collapsed from beneath her, his body moving instinctively to catch her, even though he was too far away to do much good. Even as angry and hurt as he was, seeing his brave, strong Rose so undone was nearly enough to break even him. Why did she have to be the way she was?? He loved her too much, and he knew he would regret it one day, but he couldn’t even blame her, because she loved him completely, every him. Stupid, selfish Time Lord… He never should have allowed his emotions free reign.

At her side, the Doctor made sure she was uninjured, but didn’t pull away. “Rose, y’ knew this would never work. There was no situation in which this would end well. I tried, remember? But it wasn’t enough.” Even as the words left his lips, he hated himself for saying them, hated for for bringing this about. He wanted to scream, to cry, but he couldn’t; all he felt was cold. He knew that even a thousand years from now, he’d never forget the sight of her face here. He wondered if his future regeneration would remember this night… but thinking to much about that would be like picking at a loose thread; everything would come unraveled.  ”'S best t' jus'… jus' let it go now.” 

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itsjustabadwolf -

 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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She fiddled with her fingers still, biting down on her lip until she tasted blood. She was furious with herself, she’d regretted it as soon as she’d done it. The room seemed to grow fuzzy as one clear thing broke through the haze. He didn’t love her anymore. Much less, want. She suddenly looked very much like a frightened little girl. “I didn’t.. ‘e needed me.. and that’s very you.. and I..” she fumbled, bright doe eyes flicking from side to side in panic. She was almost the splitting image of her six year old self when she’d gotten lost in a crowd.

Bambi eyes filled with tears, her slightly bloodied lip trembling. A slightly choked noise got out, like someone would make before they broke down completely. “I.. you.. y-you don’t love me anymore do you?” she choked out, tears streaming down her cheeks. Oh god, her world was ending. This was it, there was nothing left anymore. She had nothing left anymore… and what would she- oh god, why was she even breathing still?

Oh, Rassilon help him. As soon as she looked up at him, the Doctor felt his hearts shatter. Not from her expression, but from the realization that he had lost Rose forever. He kept his face expressionless as she tried to backpedal and explain, but the words sounded like hollow excuses in his ears. He would never be able to look at her without thinking how another pair of hands had touched her, another voice cried her name. Yet he still loved her with his whole hearts, and that was more painful than anything his imagination could conjure. 

"I don’ think I could stop lovin’ you if I tried," he said stiffly, his blue eyes as cold and hard as ice. "But I won’t do this anymore. It’s gone on long enough; tha’ much is obvious right here." The Doctor gestured to Rose’s pitiful frame, the tears streaking her cheeks. "I tried, Rose. But it’s obvious it’s not wha’ you want, and I think it’s time…" Even now it was hard to speak the words. His throat felt tight, and the Doctor thought his hearts might have shattered so that the shards pierced him from the inside. "Maybe you’ll find somethin’ t’ make you happy."

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itsjustabadwolf -

 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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She looked up nervously, biting her bottom lip. “Well, another you.. future you.. he missed me because I always come see this you and I know you told me to and..” she babbled before sighing and squeezing her eyes shut. “He kind of pounced on me once I showed up and wehadsex.” she breathed in a rush, eyes opening to look back down at her hands as she waited for him to explode. He had told her he doesn’t share.. not even with himself. She bit her lip again as she remembered.

The Doctor stiffened as her words filled his ears. Anger and hurt and betrayal flickered across his face as he tried to decide how he should feel. He had been clear from the beginning that he was selfish, but also knew that Rose was not his as he wished so desperately she could be. Still, as his hearts pounded in his ears, he fixed Rose with a cold gaze. “Rose… you can do wha’ever y’ want. I don’t own you.” Even as he spoke,  he couldn’t help but imagine his Rose with her head thrown back, lips parted in pleasure beneath another man’s touch. Even if it was an older incarnation of himself, it made his blood boil with jealousy. “But I already told y’, I don’t share. 

posted 4 hours ago / 22 Jul 2014 with 16 notes   

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itsjustabadwolf -

 “Please don’t be mad but…” Rose trailed off, honey hues flicking to the ground guiltily. She shifted slightly where she stood, fiddling with her hands nervously.

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"But wha’? he asked, turning to face Rose. She wasn’t even looking at him, and his azure eyes were drawn to her hands, fingers fidgeting nervously. "Wha’ is it, Rose? Wha’ did you do?"

posted 6 hours ago / 21 Jul 2014 with 16 notes   

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